I realized something today that was a bit shocking to me. Of all of my relationships, the one we have is probably the most satisfying and comfortable one I have.
I have friends, and a wife, and family, and all that...but what we have is honest and somehow, it made sense when I thought this, pure.
I'm relieved you let me know about your blog absence. I thought there was a problem. Or maybe you found some foreign guy to amuse you. It seems to be going around...
I'm looking forward to our next adventure.
Saturday, August 20, 2011
Thursday, August 4, 2011
August Afternoons
You know I hate hot weather. And cold rain on my sides. And not being around you.
But, it's hot, and I'm away from you, and I feel really anxious. And needy. And selfish for wanting time with you when you have so much going on.
Oh, and I need to tell you this: I don't think you're feeling neglectful of me, but if you are, don't, because A. you're not and B., well, things are just the way they have to be. A person can only fill herself up with so much. That sounded vaguely dirty.
I have two dreams to tell you about. One mine, and one not mine.
No apples this time.
But, it's hot, and I'm away from you, and I feel really anxious. And needy. And selfish for wanting time with you when you have so much going on.
Oh, and I need to tell you this: I don't think you're feeling neglectful of me, but if you are, don't, because A. you're not and B., well, things are just the way they have to be. A person can only fill herself up with so much. That sounded vaguely dirty.
I have two dreams to tell you about. One mine, and one not mine.
No apples this time.
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