Want is a Funny Thing

We've normalized, have you noticed?

I mean, there's still a lot of intensity there, and it's difficult to not make a physical spectacle.  Especially when all I want is to be held and put my head on your chest.  But, really, I think we've developed.  And you were right today -- if we were together, except for the sex thing, not much would be different.

I would feel less weird about texting you out-of-the-blue.  You know, because I'd feel more entitled.

But, I am more confident than ever.  We feel stable.  We feel solid.  Even after eons apart and the restrictions placed on us by our lack of privacy, I still catch your scent and get giddy.  I still think about my fingers curling around your arms and the way my nose fits into the space between your ear and your shirt collar.

I don't care where you go or what you do.  Be happy.  Move towards happiness and make decisions that, in the long run, will bring you joy.

This?  It's not going anywhere.

Today: Great and Kinda Sad

That sounds like an emo weather forecast.

Anyway, it was awesome hanging out with you and almost feeling like a normal couple at times.

It sucked gathering up the remains of the scene of so many of our interactions. I'm glad I could do the actual labor part of the move (it wasn't that bad).

I'm focusing on the great side of this. I, as always, want you to be happy. Change is inevitable, right? So, I'm embracing this change. I'm also happy with the time together.

Thanks. I'm glad I can be part of this craziness.