Anxiety

When I don't hear from you, my first thought is that we've been discovered.  It will all be okay, though, right?  ;)

We need a space where we can just be.  I hadn't realized what a luxury it was to have you right there.  We're not _that_ far from each other.

Clingy!

We Endure

Always.  :)

I'm liking how this has calmed-down.  I still feel the need to poke you on occasion -- more than I used to.

You linger.  I find myself reaching for you, even when you are nowhere near.  I don't feel this way about people.

Words continue to fail me.  

Car.

;)

Under the canopy,

with the rain coming down, and the damn heat outside, and the delicious heat of you....

When I'm old, and nearly dead, I hope I can still remember yesterday.

I hope you believe what I've already told you about my psychological state and my marathon-type conditioning (I mean, after all, besides my experiences with the frigid, I've spent nearly 3 years denying my appetite for you). You are delicious and unlike anything I've ever experienced or could imagine.

When I'm with you, in any possible meaning of that, I'm so intensely aware of being alive. Thank you for that.

I feel sometimes like we are at a new beginning, and I don't know what it means. It's also shocking how much our relationship feels the same as before, only more full.

As I predicted, the infatuation continues. The hunger for you continues. I'll never get enough of your presence.

Inconvenient or not, this is real. 

Still feels... Unreal?

But there you have it, I guess.

I am trying to stay engaged.  Oddly, I don't know what to do next.  It feels weird to be this sort of invested.  And that didn't feel like an ending, a culmination.  

Internal chaos is wonderful. 

You are a delight.  Thank you for handling me with so much patience and respect.

That Just Happened...

Yep.

Have faith in us.

You are awesome. I am completely, totally happy with us.