Dealing with Things and Stuff

My attitude about a lot of subjects is different than it was even a few weeks ago.

I resolved to handle one issue, one problem, at a time instead of trying to take the weight of the world on my shoulders constantly.

I will be OK, I promise.

I still adore you. I long for you. I'm pitiful about you.

But, I know you can only do what you can do. You can only be as available to me as you can be.

We're OK. We're great. You bring me happiness, and laughter, and a sense of togetherness...or some such word...that transcends what the reality of our situations seems to be.

I still have a hard time figuring out what the future might look like, or even what I really want it to look like, but we'll get there.