"Something's better than nothing, yes, but nothing's better than more..." (Madonna)
I get it. I do. It would be awesome to just be normal. To interact normally. To move through this and allow it to just be what it is. I don't see that happening.
Coming from a different angle, weekends are never long enough for me to get what I need to get done finished. I still have a list of distractions and necessities as long as my arm. There's no end to running a household, and only being able to do it part-time means weekends are a whirl-wind of cook-clean-care that's supposed to make-up for the rest of the week. Add to that emotional trauma I'm subjecting myself to, and you're right, weekends suck.
Give it a year. Or eight.
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