(My Own) "State of the Relationship" (Part II)

I shouoldn't have read yours first.

Honestly, what could I possibly complain about?  Wich a few tiny complications that I can't -- and won't -- do anything about, you are the man of my dreams.  And I'm glad you allow me to put the severe limits on this that I do.  Otherwise, I'd be unable to hanle it.  At times, it's overwhelming enough.

It's been a fantastic ride.  One I didn't see coming.  I still don't know where I stand and I can't find my seatbelt.  A voting portion of me knows that the "right," "good," "best, "kindest" thinkg to do is to stop.  But at the same time, another voting portion argues that we're not doing anything wrong adn that not seeing you wouldn't stop the feelings, which are wrong (and complicating) and something I can do nothing about.

My goals for the next year:

1. Maintain a non-nuclear status.
2. Take up your ",", (,) slack.
3. Quit being all freaked-out and weird.
4. Encourage you to make decisions that make you happy.
5. Talk less and make you talk more.

Thank you for bending time -- and for not getting pissed that I can't remember the details in order.