Tuesday, November 30, 2010

Is Wanting the Same as Needing?

So, you asked me again what it is that I want. I was a bit distracted at the time by the need (want? desire?) to nail you in the front seat of your car. We refrained. We're honorable people like that.

I still don't have an answer about what I want. I know there are things I desire, deep down, that seem impossible to have. To get specific (for a change) I desire you. Time with you, meaningful time, time without negative consequences. My time with you is not only recharging, it's liberating. I can breathe for a little while.

But, keep asking that question. I'll have an answer for you one day, and maybe the course of events will cooperate.

I can't stress to you how important it is to me that you have as few regrets as possible with this. The thought of causing you pain is unbearable for me. Make haste slowly.

Meanwhile, remember I am patient, and I love you.

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