It's hard to write about things I once felt. So, if I sounded raw last time, well, please excuse my raw memories of a time way in the past.
We've always said this relationship was a friendship first and foremost. It's odd for us to treat each other as equals, but I think we've tested each other over and over.
I'm a bit disjointed this morning. There are all sorts of things floating about in my mind. I did have one revelation, though:
You find it amusing when I say you have feline qualities. I've finally made sense of it.
You see, unlike most of my circle, the needy canines of my existence, you are a creature of free will. Sometimes aloof, and sometimes affectionate, but always full of love...not the love that demands something, but the love that is freely given, and on your benevolent terms, and I just have to have trust and faith that you always have our best interests at heart. And I do. And it makes me feel vulnerable and raw and excited and thankful and alive.
Oh, and you like dead birds. ;)
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